Thursday, March 1, 2012

Complications

After a wonderful c-section on Tuesday and a good day of recovery on Wednesday, I was feeling pretty good on Thursday when one of the doctors from my OB office came through. He told me I was doing great, and he asked if I wanted to be released from the hospital that day. Even though I felt good, I was still very tired, and since my mom wasn't getting into town until the next day, I decided to stay an extra day. The doctor mentioned that my blood pressure had been a little high, so an extra day to rest and watch my blood pressure at the hospital might be a good idea.
Later that afternoon, a tech came through to check my temperature and blood pressure (they check every four hours), and my blood pressure was 198/100. I thought for sure it was just a bad reading, but when she retook it, it was just as high. Because of my history of HELLP syndrome, the nurses were quite concerned. That evening, I developed a very bad headache that traveled across my head and down the back of my neck. Between the high blood pressure reading and the horrible headache, I was pretty sure that I was developing Preeclampsia or HELLP again.
During the night that night, I had more high blood pressure readings, and I had to have a fast-acting blood pressure medication pushed into my iv. On Friday morning, one of my doctors came through and increased my blood pressure medicine. My parents, sister, and brother-in-law arrived from South Carolina early that afternoon, and soon after their arrival, my nurse came in with the dreaded news that I had been diagnosed with Preeclampsia and that I was going to be started on a magnesium sulfate drip right away. Magnesium is used with HELLP and Preeclampsia to slow down the central nervous system. It allows your body to reset itself, and it helps prevent seizures.
When Drew was born, I arrived at the hospital with full-blown HELLP syndrome, and I was put on magnesium right away. I knew from my prior magnesium experience that my next 24 hours were going to be awful. Magnesium makes you hot, and it makes everything blurry. I was dizzy, and I had trouble focusing my eyes and talking clearly. I was put on a liquid diet, I was not allowed to get out of bed without help from the hospital staff, and someone had to be with me at all times to help me care for Maddie. I was on the Magnesium through the night on Friday and most of the day on Saturday.
On Saturday, I was assigned a student nurse. She was very sweet, and she tried to be helpful, but I was frustrated to have been given a student nurse when I was feeling so sick. One of her assignments was to give me a head-to-toe assessment. I was assured by my regular nurse that the assessment was going to be just like the ones the nurses do at shift changes (checking vitals and checking the incision). When the student nurse's assessment started by checking my hair with a penlight, I knew that I was in for something different from the normal assessment. We made it through her entire list, and then the last thing she wanted to do was check my bottom. When I asked why, she told me that she had to check for hemorrhoids. At that point, I drew the line! None of my other nurses had even asked me about hemorrhoids, much less checked for them. I told her I was refusing the bottom check! Thankfully, she let it go without a fuss.
I went off the magnesium at 3:00 on Saturday afternoon, and within a few hours, I was feeling much less fuzzy. Unfortunately, my blood pressure did not really come down that much. It continued to be high through Sunday and Monday, in spite of increased and added blood pressure medications. By Monday, I was feeling pretty discouraged. My body was not responding to the medications. I knew that many, many people were praying for me, and though I knew that God was in control, I was frustrated that we were not seeing progress. I was afraid that I was going to have a stroke or that I was going to have to go back on the magnesium. All I wanted was to be healthy and to go home. Maddie had already been released from the hospital and was staying with me as a boarder.
Tuesday morning, I had my lowest blood pressure reading in days. A few hours later, I had an even better one. Things had turned around, and when my doctor came through, she told me that she was releasing me to go home. I was thrilled that God had answered prayer and that I was going home.
We have been home since Tuesday afternoon, and it has been wonderful! I have been able to rest and recover. My mom was here for the week, and she took great care of us while I rested. My blood pressure has been very good since I've been home. I've had very low energy because of the high doses of blood pressure medicine, but Jim and my mom have been such a help to me. Drew has been adjusting well to his new role as big brother, and Maddie is such a good baby. She has done great at home.



One of the pluses of Preeclampsia and magnesium was weight loss. This is a picture of me the day after I came home from the hospital. I came home from the hospital 31 pounds lighter than I was when I went for my c-section. I am back in normal clothes, and that has been exciting!


I went to the doctor on Friday, and I have already been able to decrease one of my blood pressure medications by half. I am hoping to be able to get back to the low dose I was on during the pregnancy and to get off the second medication completely.


At my Friday appointment, my doctor told me that during my c-section, he found a growth, which he removed and sent for a biopsy. At the time of the surgery, he was pretty sure that the growth was cancer (based on its location and type -a sarcoma). He received the report the morning of my appointment, and he was shocked to find out that the growth he had removed was not cancer, but Endometriosis. He told me that in all his years of practice, he had never seen Endometriosis in that location before. He thinks it is probably something that happened after my first c-section, and it is something that should not be an issue for me in the future.


I am so thankful that he chose not to tell us about the growth until he received the report. I'm sure the stress of possible cancer would have made my blood pressure even worse.


Our easy c-section turned into a very difficult week, but God was good to us through it all, and we have so much to be thankful for. We are very blessed!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Big Brother

Drew is very excited to be a big brother. He came to visit us in the hospital the night Maddie was born, and he was just fascinated by her. He kept going over to her little bed to check her out.

He came back to visit us several times while we were at the hospital. Each time, he wanted to hold his little sister.

I am so blessed to be the mother of these two children!
Drew enjoyed coming to see us at the hospital, and he loved riding up and down on my bed. He also liked to introduce himself to our nurses and tell them how old he is and when his birthday is.

As excited as we were about Maddie's birth and about spending time with her at the hospital, we really missed Drew. We loved having him come to visit us. He did really well while he stayed with his grandparents, and we are so pleased with the way he is transitioning into being a big brother.

Drew is also trying to be a good helper. He throws away the dirty diapers and grabs pacifiers and blankets for us when our hands are full.

We were afraid that after almost 5 years of being our only child, Drew might be jealous of Maddie and the attention that she is getting, but he is really doing great.

We are so proud of our big boy!

Sunday, February 26, 2012

She's Here!

Our c-section was scheduled for Tuesday morning, February 14, and we were ready and excited, but we had one last test the day before the scheduled date. Because of the date discrepancy between ultrasounds, my doctor scheduled me for an amnio to test the maturity of the baby's lungs. I was dreading the amnio, but it really wasn't that bad. The only pain was the needle prick, and it was very quick. The doctor was able to tell us by sight that she thought the fluid looked mature, but we got a confirmation call that afternoon. The c-section was a go for the following morning!
Here I am the day of the amnio - 39 weeks! The morning of the c-section was a little snowy. I took this picture of our house as we pulled out of our driveway. We had to be at the hospital at 8:45, so we had Drew spend the night at Jim's mom's house on Monday night so that the morning of the surgery would be a little simpler.


When we got to labor and delivery, we were met by our nurse, who was hilarious! She really helped us relax during the surgery prep. Once we got to triage, I changed into a hospital gown and got hooked up to some machines. I got my iv and catheter, answered a lot of health history questions, and had a quick ultrasound to check the baby's position. While we were waiting, a nurse came in with a vase full of roses for me. Jim had had them sent to the hospital - it was Valentine's Day after all. :)


Once my doctor arrived, he asked if we could get started early. The OR wasn't in use, so they got things started about 20 minutes early. Our surgery team was great! Everything was so smooth and easy compared to last time. The anesthesiologist was the department head, and my nurse told me that I was going to get a fabulous spinal from him. I didn't feel anything! The nurse anesthetist talked to me throughout the surgery - explaining what was happening and answering my questions.


As the doctors were pulling baby out, we heard them say that she had a lot of hair. We couldn't wait to see her! They had a difficult time getting her out (it was the same way with Drew), and they had to push on my ribs (I did feel that!). Madeleine Grace Hawkins was born at 10:48, and she was perfect!


Madeleine's nurse talked to me before the surgery about a new program our hospital was starting that encourages mother/baby bonding and breastfeeding immediately after c-section birth. She asked if I would be interested in doing skin to skin and breastfeeding on the operating table while the doctors finished the surgery. I was excited to be able to experience this, and I was surprised to hear that I was going to be the first patient to participate in the program at our hospital! Since Madeleine was healthy, they cleaned her up just a bit and then brought her over and laid her on my shoulder. The nurse helped Madeleine latch on, and she latched without any trouble. She nursed for 20 minutes on the operating table, and then Jim got to hold her.


Our sweet girl.


Mommy, Daddy, and Maddie.


As the doctors finished up, Jim, Maddie, and Maddie's nurse went ahead to the recovery room to take Maddie's weight and measurements. Maddie weighed 7 pounds 6.6 ounces and was 20.25 inches long.


Maddie's nurse helped Jim do a little photo shoot.





Little hand


Little feet


Once I got to recovery, Maddie's nurse gave her a bath. Maddie did not enjoy her bath at all!


She cried and cried.


After the bath, I got to nurse Maddie for another 20 minutes in recovery before we went to our room.


Our scheduled c-section was such a wonderful experience and was so different from the emergency c-section I had with Drew. Later that night, I was able to get up out of bed, have my catheter removed, and start walking around. I really didn't have any bruising this time, which made getting up and down so much easier. We kept Maddie in the room with us that first night, and I was able to get up throughout the night to take care of her and to use the restroom without any help. I was tired, but I felt good!


I have lots more to share about our stay at the hospital and Maddie's first week. I will post more later this week!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Our Family Baby Shower

Jim's sister and brother-in-law threw us a baby shower this past weekend. We had fun getting together with the family, and they were so generous with lots of gifts for the baby. We had a delicious dinner of steak, mashed potatoes, green beans, corn, salad, and rolls. After dinner, we played the diaper game. There were 13 diapers, and each had some kind of baby food or melted candy bar in it. We had to try to figure out what was in each diaper and write down our guesses. I was actually the winner with 8 correct guesses! Here is Jim trying to figure out one of the diapers.


Some of the family.


We got so many nice gifts! Here is a little pair of sunglasses. Drew didn't care too much about most of the gifts, but he thought those were very interesting.


One of the gifts we were very excited about was a rock and play sleeper. I've heard good things about how well babies sleep in them, and I am really hoping that our baby will sleep well in hers!


Here we are with Jim's sister, Sharon, and her husband, Larry. They are always so helpful and generous, and we truly appreciate them very much. They spoiled us at the shower!


Here are the gifts we received. We got several cute outfits for the baby and several packs of diapers.


We also got some new bottles (since they have to be BPA free now), some bibs and burp cloths, some cute baskets with pink gingham liners, a baby book, a diaper stacker, some wipes, pacifiers, headbands, a swaddling blanket, a Babies 'R Us gift card, and a diaper and wipe clutch for the diaper bag. The little monkey was a gift from our niece, Lilly, who just turned three. She had one just like it, and it was her favorite, so she got one for our baby.


We also got sunglasses and a little coat.


Another very nice gift we received was a pretty, girly travel system. Drew's infant car seat expires in December, and we had planned to use it for the new baby, but Drew's stroller was a hand-me-down, and we were planning to replace it. The stroller we had registered for was discontinued, so Jim's sister called from Babies 'R Us to see if we would mind if she bought us this travel system instead. Jim put everything together last night, and we love it!


We really hadn't expected a shower this time, and we were overwhelmed by the generosity of our family. We are feeling much more prepared for our little girl's arrival now, and we are looking forward to meeting her three weeks from today!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Some New Baby Pictures

I have gotten a few new 3D baby girl pictures in the past couple of weeks. They are kind of blurry, and she has a tendency to keep her hands up near her face, but here are the pictures.
The first two were taken about two weeks ago. You can see her little nose and lips here, and her little hand is covering her eyes. Here's another picture - mostly of the bottom half of her face.


This last picture is from last week. Jim came with me, and we didn't get a clear view of her face at all. In this picture, you can see her covering her face with her crossed arms (over to the right). She was really uncooperative! :)


The last two ultrasounds have been to check fluid levels (which have been good), and I will be having a growth ultrasound this week where they will do a full scan and give us an updated weight and size estimate. I am looking forward to finding out how big she is!


We are so thankful that things are continuing to progress well, and we are praying that baby and I will remain healthy. We are down to less than a month until we get to meet this little girl! We have a little baby shower this weekend with Jim's family, and we are trying to use these last weeks to prepare as well as we can for the changes that are ahead of us.

Friday, January 13, 2012

What We've Been Up To

We have had a great several weeks since Christmas - getting back to our new "normal" routine.
Jim is back to work, and he has actually been pretty busy, which is unusual for January. We have hardly had any snow this winter, and this past week or so, we have had temps in the 40's and 50's, so the golf course has been very busy.
Drew is back to school two mornings a week. He truly loves school, and I am so thankful that he does. He is also enjoying playing with all his Christmas gifts, and he and Jim love playing the Wii together. I've been working hard to get our house and our family ready for baby's arrival. I've been gathering things we will need, mostly at thrift stores. I've found so many cute girl clothes and several things for her nursery. I've also been washing up some of our own baby things in preparation for this new baby. This week, I washed Drew's old car seat and put it all back together. Drew let me use a George to help make sure the straps were put in correctly.


I've enjoyed getting back to couponing and CVS shopping. I'm trying to restock the house a little bit. I've also been doing a little bit of freezer cooking to give us some meals for after the baby gets here. So far, I've made two bags of Stuffed Shells, a Stromboli, and a Pizza Dough. I am planning to make several more freezer meals in the next few weeks.
I have also been scrapbooking a little bit this past week. Let's Scrap is having a January challenge to make a layout of each day of the month (LOAD). I thought this would be a fun way to get caught up a little bit before the baby comes, even if I don't actually accomplish 31 pages. I'm at 6 so far, and here they are:

These pictures are from this Halloween. Drew had so much fun being Buzz.

These pictures are from Drew's first field trip - to the apple orchard.

This was a quick and easy page about our pumpkin carving this year.

This last page is about a trip that Drew, my sister, Nora, and I took to Yogurt Mountain this past summer. Drew loved picking his own toppings!

That is pretty much what we've been doing lately. I have another ultrasound/doctor appointment this week, and I am planning to blog some recent ultrasound photos next week.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

A Visit With Family and a Real Hudson Hornet

We spent Thanksgiving with my family in South Carolina, and on our way home, we detoured through Nashville, TN to visit Jim's Uncle Paul, Aunt Ruby, cousin Sandy, and her husband David. We spent a couple of hours at their house.
Here is Drew with Uncle Paul and Aunt Ruby. Drew enjoyed playing with his cars and the dog while the adults talked. Here he is with David and the dog.


Jim with his aunt and uncle.


Drew with Sandy and the dog. He really liked that little dog!


Uncle Paul was a race car driver when he was young, and then he was a Hudson mechanic for many years. He has owned several old cars, and his current car is a Hudson Hornet. He took us down to his basement garage to see it.


Uncle Paul has had a few strokes, so if he has to go far at all now, he uses his scooter. He gave Drew a little ride around the garage.


His garage walls are covered with old pictures and memorabilia from his work with cars throughout the years. He has won several awards for his different cars, and he has been on the cover of a car magazine with one of them too. It would take hours to see all his stuff. He pointed out a few things to us while we were there.


Drew had a great time looking at all the things in the garage and talking to Uncle Paul. They share an interest in cars! Uncle Paul gave Drew a little Hudson Hornet from the Cars movie, and Drew thought that was great. :)


Because of his health, Uncle Paul cannot drive anymore, and it is hard on him to have that Hudson Hornet in his garage and not be able to drive it. We really enjoyed our visit, and we hope to back again on another trip south.